Thursday, October 8, 2009
*Update on the crazy lady ;-)
I am hanging in there. Its been a much better week. John and I have been doing some work on the house. We put down wood flooring in our living room and we are working on our kitchen now. Its keeping me busy and that helps. I am also working for our school system as a substitute and I am planning to take a test to qualify me to be a teachers aid. Its a full time position, which would both help financially and help me with moving from day to day. Thanks for the encouragement and prayers they are appreciated! I love yall.
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This is what I want to read more of in your blog!!! Happy thoughts, and signs of you moving forward in healthy ways, both for you and your family! You know? My heart always goes out to you, when I read of the sorrow you are still having to face with your mother's death, and lingering thoughts of Heather's...but when I'm done reading them, they've put me in a place of sorrow as well. I prefer to focus on what happiness I can bring from each and every day I'm given, rather than the sorrows from the past. That's what I wish for you. Not that I don't have sad moments, or that I don't miss my dad terribly, and WILL until I see him again some day...but for now- I refuse to allow myself to drown in depression. I feel I have a responsibility to ensure that the girls are happy, and in making the best out of the days we have together while we are here. How could I possibly do that if I can find it first for myself? In essence...if all they see from me, is saddness and sorrow, will that not make them feel the same? I think it would. But we don't forget those we've loved and lost. We remember the good times. The best memories, and hold those close to us. We go on, and happily so. For their honor. For ourselves. I want you to do the same. Austin deserves to have you at your best, and that will in turn give him the freedom to be at his best. I know that the things you are involving yourself in now, will allow you to be the Mariea that everyone is dying to see come to the surface again! You keep setting goals for yourself. Keep getting out there and showing people how great you are, and you wont regret it! You and your family will be better for it. And your wonderful mother will be looking down, and saying, "That's my girl"! And never forget that I love you, and am here if you need me!
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